Saturn Spirit Evocation


Franz Bardon in his book, The Practice of Magical Evocation, mentions over
five hundred different spirits whom he says he has personally contacted.
When we come to the Saturn sphere, Bardon says there are forty-nine
original intelligences whom he calls Judges and Executors of Fate.  These
spirits preside over all planetary spheres in the area of karma and
especially in regard to the activities of negative spirits.     
    Similar to a judge in a courtroom, they possess the power to limit, to
confine, and to deny.  Unlike a judge in a courtroom, their power and
commission enable them to destroy entire civilizations as well as the
personal and spiritual will of those who violate cosmic laws.  Such a
notion might sound strange but this seems to be what judges do--they make
difficult decisions and often limit individuals' rights or severely
restrict the exercise of their  will.  
     Though Bardon gives names, descriptions, and the sigils for most of
the spirits he writes about, he refrains from doing this for the Saturn
spirits.  He explains that prior to attempting to work with the sphere of
Saturn an individual should work through several systems of initiation and
feel almost at home in the seven previous planetary spheres.   
      Saturn, as an astrological influence in an individual's life, can
have a depressing and nightmarish quality if badly aspected.  Similarly,
the energy of the spirits of this sphere are extremely oppressive,
dangerous, and menacing.  Bardon  points out that these Judges are not
oriented toward teaching the intricacies of Quabalah and magick.  Bardon
questions why anyone would want to spend much time in this sphere since
these spirits only seem to relate the details and case histories of how,
for example,  black magicians are punished and how negative spirits are
unleashed for a time as a form of karmic consequences.
      Bardon mentions that if an individual is not sufficiently prepared,
the evocation of one of these spirits could result in death not only of
the physical but also of the astral body.  The idea of a spirit being
dangerous just by its presence might be a little hard to comprehend.  Of
course, we do not have to journey into the spiritual domain of Saturn to
put ourselves in harms way.  We all know there are environments which
should not be entered without great care.  
    On a nuclear submarine, the crew wears a patch which indicates their
level of exposure to radiation.  When we visit the dentist's office these
days the dentist is all bundled up in protective gloves and face mask.
Another individual's blood can kill.  There is even a joke in Detroit.  If
you want to kill someone you take them out to dinner at a fancy
restaurant, get them drunk, and then drop them off after midnight a block
off Woodward Ave. near the freeway.  There are places in our cities which
are lethal. 
   But Bardon says these spirits can destroy the astral body.  The
intensity of their auras dissolves the four elements:  earth, air, fire,
and water--consciousness, thought, will, and feeling--are annihilated.
The elements animating the emotional life and astral body can not endure
this kind of akashic acid because Saturn spirits destroy false
attachments, dependency, illusions, clinging, need, and desire.  The
presence of any one of the 49 Judges contains an absolute demand that you
present yourself as a spirit who is free of the worlds of form.  If you
want to talk with these beings, do so within a spiritual identity which is
indestructible and with a purpose equal in seriousness to their own. 
    For many, the idea of a spirit having authority over spiritual
evolution may seek stupid.  Of course, in our society investigative
journalists and individuals using freedom of speech are constantly calling
attention to governmental corruption and abuse of power.  And science as
well has joined those who seek to preserve and protect the environment.
Feedback is present and acts a kind of social conscience.  
   In ancient societies, the prophet Isaiah, for example, cornered King
David.  Isaiah asked the king to make a judgment against a criminal and
then applied that judgment to David's own actions.  The prophets of Israel
were always concerned about the use and abuse of power both in Israel and
in the surrounding nations.  And there were times when they seemed to
wield immense power--the ability to destroy entire armies.  And through
their words they offered nations the opportunity to alter their fate. 
   The 90th psalm is written from the perspective of Saturn.  It reads,
"You turn men to destruction and  say, `Return children of mankind.'  For
a thousands in your sight are but as yesterday when it is past and as a
watch in the night."   Individuals, nations, and religions as well fall
under the law of karma.  No matter how great an individual's will or how
extensive its influence, in the cycles of time all that has been built and
accomplished will be destroyed except for the universal elements which
were present.  
   Among the Hopi Indians, also, there was a spiritual and magical power
exerted to insure that the culture pursued its spiritual destiny.   The
chiefs, the medicinemen, the warrior clan, the priests, etc. each had
their own specific power which they could use to bring the society back
into line.  Hopi legends record the times and places when these powers
were used--fire storms, disease, earthquakes, war, etc. For the Hopi,
survival was an issue--if you lose the spiritual core of your culture, you
lose your ability to survive.  
    The Hopi and the Israeli's cultures, when  inspired, were not blind
and fanatical theocracies.  These cultures originated from the vision that
nature, man, and spirit are interwoven and inseparable.  Within conscience
is found the ability to shape time, space, and history.  It is possible to
accomplish work which endures through time and whose value never fades.
This capacity is the power Saturn communicates. 
    Often I project my mind in the different planetary spheres.  This is
called mental wandering.  When I do this I am free to observe and
experience the aura of a planet without being interrupted or approached.
Usually I have to exert a conscious effort to make a connection to a
spiritual being within these spheres.
     While visiting the Saturn sphere,  I was struck by its familiarity
and the amount of influence it has had in my life.  I began reflecting on
my past going back to college and high school.  But almost immediately a
voice began speaking to me.  It seemed to be distilling all my experience
into a few words:   "There is no where you belong.  There is no community
whose membership offers you meaning.  There is no love you can receive
even when it is freely given.  All that exists for you is a sacred quest.  
    "I am the nightmare whose spell you can not resist.  I am the dark
mistress dwelling within a cosmic abyss.  Desolation, isolation, sorrow,
and emptiness--these are magnificent jewels adorning the necklace around
my neck.  It is I who offered you a soul mate as beautiful as the stars in
the sky and it is I who then took her away from you--that you might know
that love and beauty of this magnitude are wonders hidden in my treasure
chest.  It is I who taught you to see that all the wisdom and knowledge
men crave and worship is of no value at all unless it grants you the power
to create love where none exists."
     Well, that was putting it a little more bluntly than I would have
preferred to have heard it but it was not inaccurate.  Saturn has had a
rather demanding presence in my life.  I am not saying I do not love or
that I have not been given love.  I am only saying that my life has been
carefully designed so that it was inevitable that I would ask and then
pursue the answer to a number of questions.  And to answer my questions I
have had to enter spiritual domains not known on earth such as this
one--the sphere of Saturn with its 49 Judges and Executors of Fate. 
    No matter what is going on in his life, any good magician has a will
that remains as strong as titanium--he finishes what he sets out to do.
But his will does not in any way diminish his ability to feel.   I wrote
this poem to the dark moon as a hymn also to Saturn as a way of honoring
her mysteries:

                                               The Balsamic Moon 

Cold, cold Balsamic Moon 
Your darkness is the opposite
Of your other face:
Silvery ecstasy 
Your hands of light
Within the night 
Are acceptance, delight, and serenity.
But this dark face
Guards the place
Where terror is bound 
This empty shadow crossing over
Obliterating the stars
Eclipsing the sun
You are a black hole within the heart
An abyss to dissolve within 
Ah, but I know better than to complain
You are also a Gate 
For those who would be reborn as Spirit.
My dear, you are so easy to hate and despise
To desire you are acid
To pleasure you are pain
To joy you are sorrow and ruin
But women understand you well enough
The mouth that nurses their breasts
Learns to resist, grows up, departs 
The child's heart now given to another
Barren and desolate are a mother's share 
Of what was once the most tender affection
But men feel your caress
Only in absolute despair
When all hope is abandoned
You are the grave when life is left behind
You are the earth where the seed dies
You are the circle of fire 
Guarding Mysteries men shall never taste 
Still, though invisible,
You are constantly flirting with me
In the woman who is so easily offended
With a wave of her hand or a glance 

She makes hatred appear out of thin air
I swear, she knows every bitter herb and root 
Within a hundred miles
She hurls darts of jealousy
At any pleasure a man takes 
At any work a man makes 
Without her to guide him along 
But I see through your eyes this Wisdom--
Anything that rusts or corrodes 
Has no place in your heart
You have walked by my side my whole life
Every time I have sought to be touched
By another in love
You have said: 
First you must die 
You must let go of the love you would hold 
Only then will love find you
In a new and unknown form
You can not even imagine.
You say to me:
You must build a bridge
Between one heart and another 
Sing into existence a path of Light
This is how you entered this world
And this is how you will attain your destiny. 
You say to me: And if you honor my soul
As you know
Of the stars I am very fond
I will give you all of their treasures 
The mysteries of civilizations forgotten 
And of ages unborn
I will give you clairvoyance
Time will undo her veils
And stand naked before your eyes
The Guardians of the world
Will visit you in your room at dawn
If you will drink my wine
Refined from the essence
Of sorrow, regret, sadness, and loss,
You see, 
I am the opposite of oblivion 
I am the hand held out in welcome
To those who would be free
Know this you who seek to look upon my form: 
The path that leads from the darkest night 
To the heart of the sun
Is born from my womb.
Though I admit
Only a wise man 
Is ready to concede 
My beauty, though well-hidden, 
Outshines all other women. 

There are also other indications that I have close connection to Saturn.
For example,  the initial impetus which sent me on an exploration of
magical paths for the last quarter of a century involved matters which
Saturn rules over:  individuals using black magic.  Decades ago,  a small
group was attempting, with a great deal of skill, to coerce a friend of
mine into serving them against her will.  This seems to be something the
modern world does not yet comprehend: even a small group of individuals
can exercise a great deal of power when they unite and focus their wills
    And there is the fact that I often meet individuals who have extremely
complex karmic situations.  For example, when I volunteer to do meditation
for a divorcing couple, the guy wants to tell me the whole story of his
life so he can let go of his attachments.  He is a professional assassin
with many confirmed kills who was hired and trained by a government
agency.  And then a week or so later this same individual  is ordered by a
circuit judge to attend my anger management class.    
     This type of situation is not unusual for me to run into.  Often,
however, the individuals have spiritual powers far more dangerous to other
individuals and to society than a professional assassin has.   The judges
in family court here, by the way, have recently set up screening
procedures for divorcing couples.  They now want a careful accessment of
how dangerous the individuals are who come into their courtrooms. 
      1/23/97:  The following descriptions are about the presiding spirit
of the 49 Judges of Saturn.  As I tune into her aura, I notice  her energy
is like that of a chief justice of a supreme court.  But also she is like
the attorney general, the office of general accounting, a special
prosecutor, the head of the FBI, etc. all rolled into one.  Attorneys
spend a great deal of time studying case law.  And the history of the
supreme court, e.g., tells you a great deal about the history of the
United States.  Similarly, if you look into this spirit's mind you can see
the history of our solar system. You see the great accomplishments and you
see where the various evolutions have made their greatest errors and
suffered severe consequences as a result. 
   There is a pure, singular vision in her eyes.  She sees what is
required to attain to unlimited spiritual consciousness.   Her job is to
insure that spiritual paths are available to all races and evolutions to
attain the highest cosmic wisdom for those who have the commitment and
determination to seek these things.  She is guardian of the gates to
cosmic power and will.  She guards the gates leading  into the mysteries
of Divine Providence.    
    But this is not just a restraining and protective function.  She
oversees the laying down of the foundations necessary so that the human
race is prepared to attain its destiny.  She is not that destiny but she
insures the resources are there so it can be attained. She establishes
precedents, inspires prophets, and maintains traditions which preserve
wisdom so that the akasha can be mastered. 
     From her point of view, the mind of each great master on earth is
available to be studied through the power of akashic intuition.  The
beauty and nobility of each soul and the will and spirit within it is
there to learn from.  You can enter it and taste it and experience all
that the other accomplished.  The spiritual teachers of all ages are among
the inheritance of the human race.  It is what is available on the inner
planes and easily accessed.   She takes me on a brief tour of the
spiritual masters of earth to illustrate her point:
    When you read the Baghavad Gita, you can also enter the mind of
Krishna.  In so doing, you can understand the nobility and generosity of
his human personality.  And you can perceive his realization of being a
divine being--utterly transcendent and independent of space and time.
Krishna had a cosmic aspect. 
   When you read the Heart Sutra, you can enter the mind of Avolekitesvara
who is the god of compassion and who incarnates according to the Tibetans
in the form of the Dalai Lama.  In so doing, you can perceive directly as
he perceived in the Heart Sutra that form is not separate from emptiness
and emptiness is not separate from form.  And you can feel within that
mind the great triumphant shout that arises in the mind of a Buddha
because liberation from the worlds of form is attained, freedom is
   And for that matter, when you come the life of the Buddha, you find he
was already kind and compassionate though somewhat naive and innocent
before he became enlightened.  But there was an immense impetus and force
of staggering proportions leading him forward on his quest.  
    At his birth, he was given a prophecy:  he could become the ruler of a
great historical kingdom governed by the ideals of justice, magnanimity,
and the highest aspirations;  or he could attain to a complete and
absolute spiritual realization.  If you follow the inner workings of his
mind it is clear that he wished to bear witness to eternity within the
confines of time and history.  The former choice was never an option for
him.  He knew instinctively that his home and where he belonged was within
the enlightened mind.  
    Everyone is free to enter the mind of the Buddha and feel what he
meant when he said, "When I attained perfect enlightenment, I attained
precisely nothing."  The clear, open, and luminous state of mind was there
all along.  You only need to enter it to become a part of it. 
    You can read the words, "As above, so below," of Hermes Trismegistus.
But you can also enter his mind.  And there, in that place of wonder, you
can understand what it is to be a cosmic scientist.  The one who studies
with him becomes competent in all manner of evocation and magical science.
His is the science the human race will practice when it has become
    You can read the Tao Te Ching and study the words of Lao Tzu.
Perceiving him through the power of akasha, you can see he was a quiet,
unassuming man with an immense aura.  He felt living in harmony with the
universe was all you need to do.  Entering his mind it is abundantly clear
that the sky, the mountains,  the rivers, the trees, and the seas was all
a part of the serenity of his soul.  The beauty of the earth was in his
breath and in his dreams. 
    And there is Moses with his great strength and stability engaged in a
work of emancipation leading slaves into freedom.  Moses was also a high
initiate.  In his soul was the desire to establish on earth the sacred
beauty and presence of Divine Providence.   This is clear as you enter his
mind--his commitment to identifying with akasha was absolute. 
     You can also enter the mind of Christ whom the Christians speak of as
being fully human and fully God also.  You can sit there with him in the
desert at night and feel the breath of the wind as he listens and feels
the starlight falling upon his skin.  You can experience what it is like
to be a vessel so humble and empty, pure love is free to flow through it.
And you can experience what it is like to walk about and engage others
while always remaining within a state of stillness and peace.  In Christ,
power and gentleness walked side by side until his work was accomplished. 
    At the same time, you can also experience the divine within him.
Within him is the light shining from within the heart of all-embracing
love.  And within this light, if you follow it to its source, you can hear
the voice of God speak, "I asked him to appear and to make his sacrifice
that My omnipresent, eternal, and infinite love might be known and
celebrated on earth."
      The point of this brief exploration of the minds of the different
world teachers is that  the wisdom and spiritual wealth of all these
teachers is something this Judge gathers together into one spiritual
realization.  What has been accomplished on earth in the spiritual realm
serves as a steppingstone to cosmic wisdom.  
    As a Judge, she guards the preservation of this wisdom and the right
of anyone to search for it.  But, as the presiding Judge of Saturn, she is
death, annihilation, and destruction to those who would contaminate the
paths or seal the gates leading to these sacred domains on the inner
planes and which we can discover within our hearts.  
    She says to me, "I determine how far any individual, group,
civilization, or race may go in abusing its spiritual powers.  I judge
each on a case by case basis weighing the facts of the situation according
to cosmic laws.   When they fail to heed all signs of warning that have
been sent them, when they continue in their ways of destruction, and when
they have decided to destroy their own conscience, then I become their
master and their mistress--the lady of fate waiting in their path with her
hands held open in greeting.  I am the isolation they are seeking.  I am
the cold, gray, implacable will they crave which is incomprehensible power
and might and beyond all understanding.  In my embrace is the end to all
their ties to the human race. 
     "Don't they see?  My love is free and it has the ability to take away
until only the spirit remains.  I destroy the personality.  False
attachments I annihilate. I am the wheel of time grinding into dust the
illusion, ill-will, and malice of those who violate my sanctuary.   There
is no limit to my authority to determine fate--to judge, prosecute, bind,
and confine--those who interfere with my work."
      "Yet I am also the face of grace--I have a different plan for
everyone who comes to me.  You may think me rather gloomy and excessively
solemn.  You are right only in part.  Within my heart I am the silence
guarding the mysteries.  I have no concern at all for your suffering, your
misery, or the limitations under which you exist.  That is not my
commission.  You will not find any pity in me.  
    "Yet there is no resource, treasure, or gift I withhold or refuse
those who seek to become pure spirit.  Those who are my friends are
masters of silence.  They reveal themselves only according to the dictates
of their missions.  But do not think that I lack passion because I strip
the soul of its impurities.  With desire greater than any virgin, with
more devotion than any woman on earth, I give all of my heart to those who
are the servants of love."

1/24/97: She went on,    "All negative spirits within this solar system
obey my instructions down to the smallest detail when I give them a
command.  I test those who would use the highest magick more rigorously
and with greater demands than any demon with diabolical cunning could
devise.  I am that part of your conscience you will one day meet--your own
inner spirit will ask of you that your will embody the laws of the
universe and the wisdom of all planetary spheres and evolutions.  Those
who are not ready to make this commitment had best avoid attracting my
attention and falling under the gaze of my eyes. 
     "Let me say it again so it is clear beyond any doubt:  anyone who
interferes with my work  by default falls under my jurisdiction.  You see,
the core of my power and the duties I have been authorized to perform
arise from a source human evolution can not comprehend.  For this reason I
can blend with more subtlety into the mind of a magician than air with
lungs or blood with veins.  If the will of malice escapes the karmic ties
the elements contain,  I will bundle up all the hate and cruelty and
contain it within a black magician's mind so it is like a black hole in
space whose gravity no one can escape." 
   She also pointed out to me a number of examples of individuals who are
permitted to incarnate but only under heavy karmic restrictions.  Often
before incarnating, they  agree place themselves under one or more
individuals authority they will meet in life.  These individuals then act
as role models and they guide them in the development of their conscience.
Should they violate these terms, they may die suddenly as a result.  Their
personality and their astral body begin to dissolve as the more powerful
will within them from other life times is activated.  The individual's
present identity loses its feeling of being connected to life as well as
the will to survive. 
   Some individuals have a magical will which is so powerful and hostile
it would easily interfere with others' spiritual development if given free
reign.  These individuals are, let us say, on probation from the Judges of
Saturn and they are assigned inner plane case workers or probation
officers who watch them closely.  If they use the dark side of their will,
as Bardon mentions, there are demonic beings near at hand who will make
every effort to take control of them.  
   One of the roles Saturn plays in astrology is to take away.  Saturn
makes transits and says, "Times up.  You have had your chance to grow, to
develop, to solve your problems, and to learn to be free. You have had the
chance to make a contribution to your world. Now the resources I gave you
are no longer available."  But Saturn does something even worse.   Due to
actions of a former lifetime or in a current situation, Saturn will curse
someone by binding that individual within a  tormenting spiritual and
psychic isolation. It does not matter how many people they know or who
know them.  They are placed within an astral abyss. 
    Furthermore, what is so Saturnian about this judgment, is that Saturn
will not give a single clue as to what they must do to undo the curse.  In
the Arthurian Legend, King Arthur, with his life at stake, had to answer
within one year the riddle, "What do women want most from men?"  And his
friend Gewain helped him out and in so doing undid a curse on another
individual.   But there is no such help for those cursed by Saturn.
   The reason for this is that Saturn is the guardian of  conscience.  An
individual who has abused spiritual and magical power has damaged his own
conscience.  Consequently, on their own initiative they must engaged in
prolonged introspection--a favorite activity of Saturn--in order to
recreate what they have destroyed in themselves.  In other words, they
have to figure out on their own what the disharmony is and what they have
to do to make things right.
    Excuses, anger, resentment, revenge, blame, hatred, animosity, greed,
corruption--these must be put completely aside and a new individual must
be created, an individual who chooses to be free of all negative
influence.  The will required to accomplish this is often greater in
magnitude than anything the individual has exerted before.  Yet it often
requires the most severe and depressing of life circumstances to get them
to even consider that they are responsible for the situations they have
fallen into.  Only when they see that all they have can be taken away
again and again do they begin to start listening to their conscience or
wondering why they have not had the wisdom to avoid their present
       I also asked this spirit about the fall of Atlantis--how it that
could have been prevented.  She replied, "Malice, the will to destroy,
chaos, and evil only exist to strengthen the will of mankind.  If a
civilization or a world is destroyed, it happens because no one took the
responsibility to lay the foundation for a different destiny.  The will
and power of Divine Providence are always available to those who are
willing to join with the light.  The purpose of becoming enlightened is
not to attain liberation but to preserve light on earth. 
    "To have saved Atlantis from destruction, someone would have had to
call down to the earth one of the Judges of Saturn to take away the power
of the evil magicians.  Then when they practiced their rituals nothing
would have happened.  If that had been done, within a few thousand years
the earth would have become filled with cosmic wisdom and peoples' hearts
full of light."
    In Bardon's book, Frabrato, he mentioned how under the Third Reich the
Nazi's demanded all occultists and psychics either join the Nazi party or
face concentration camps.  Hitler wanted a complete monopoly on all magic
and spiritual powers.  The point is that if a society continued for a
period of time in this manner, it would not be possible for those seeking
spiritual wisdom to find their way.  
    Even if an individual remained silent and worked alone, once he
entered the inner planes he would have run into insurmountable
difficulties.  The astral environment would have been corrupted.  Dreams
and visions would not be pure.  This effect would have been accomplished
because it would have been the intention and the order of the evil
magicians to do so--that no one attain freedom or spiritual wisdom.  This
was what was occurring at the end in Atlantis.  And this is precisely the
conditions under which the Judges of Saturn step in--when the inner planes
and spiritual resources of a planet are about to be contaminated.  In the
case of Atlantis, the damage to the earth would have been permanent if
that civilization had not ended.   There is no recourse or appeal for the
judgment of these spirits. 
    If, however, a judge of Saturn had been called to the earth, the wills
of the black magicians would not have been effective.  Their own malice
would have become their fate and the society and nature as well would not
have been in jeopardy.  But this was not done.  And so Saturn judged the
entire civilization.  The elements of nature were ordered to turn against
them.  The ground literally fell away from beneath their feet.  Nature and
the four elements exist for us to learn from so that our souls can grow.
They are not meant to be turned into tools to destroy or to contaminate.
     I have a habit of meditating with spirits on each of the four planes.
This is a brief summary of her conversations: 


'When I am present on your planet on the akashic plane, I bring to light
with precision the truth of what your race has accomplished.  I make
available all realizations and treasures of spirit attained in the past as
one state of consciousness you can enter and master.  My presence  is not
the liberation of the mind of an individual who has attained freedom from
the negative influences of the four elements and the various attractions
and illusions on the  lower planes of form.   You do not need my expertise
for that. Those who attain such things are not even aware of my existence
or my influence.  Rather, the work you accomplish under my guidance will
be celebrated an earth for tens of thousands of years."


"If you ever wish to experience complete freedom, to see through the eyes
of the divine, to perceive the mysteries Divine Providence has designed,
meet me on the mental plane.  When your consciousness is capable of being
pure emptiness, without form or definition, and capable of penetrating
everywhere, then you will know that I am your friend.  I will give you the
keys to all secrets and all mysteries.  Nothing can then bind or limit you
and sorrow will not be able to find you."


"Everything that exists celebrates the mystery of love.  Love is
everywhere and in everything.  It is in every thought, every experience,
very sensation and sensory perception.  All power in the universe falls
under its jurisdiction.  
    "If you call me to the astral plane, you will be at peace with the
universe.  Nothing will be able to interfere with you.  Astral immortality
is one of my gifts and the freedom to chose where you will incarnate.  You
will be able to read the most obscure influences of the past, present, and
     "But my speciality is setting right severe problems affecting the
planet.  I am the chief justice of the solar system.  I oversee and
facilitate the resolution of the most difficult karmic situations.  There
are situations so severe that, if it were possible, even I would
experience sorrow.  But there is no problem that occurs that my art can
not resolve.  If it is necessary, I will make an ending.  It is someone
else's problem how to begin again."  

"My physical presence is a cosmic emanation.  It is the concentration
needed to shape time, space, and history so that what is brought into
manifestation remains for countless ages.  If you open your heart, as mine
is open, you can feel the presence beside you of all those in the history
of the world who were motivated by true nobility and the highest spiritual
    "For the weak and the unprepared, my presence is destruction.  But for
those whose commitment is absolute and who are willing to embrace the
truth of the universe, my aura is a divine fragrance.  I gather the nectar
of love and beauty from the hearts of those who have accomplished the work
of eternity which fades not away and which nothing can destroy.  In my
eyes you behold the mirror dissolving the forms of time so eternity can
    "I weep not for what is lost even when it is by my hand that a world
is destroyed.  Matter, form, space, time, and life have been created so
that you might learn to open the gates of spirit and attain complete
freedom.  Many ignore my voice when I speak.  
They refuse my gifts and my invitations.  But there will a come a time
when I will take away all that you have.  Then you will be left with the
void where no sun shines and no stars guide.  In that place, there is no
sweet rose, no waves or scent of ocean breeze, no wondrous and glorious
trees.  Even the mountains leave no trace, no horizon, no paths to walk,
no form to embrace. 
    "I will ask of each of you one day to become someone who delights in
creating from nothing new worlds more magnificent and sacred  than have
ever been known.  You see, I have been designated to remind you of your
destiny.  Each of you shall one day be greater than I.  If I destroy a
culture, a civilization, a race, or a planet you will provide another in
its place where love is honored and celebrated with greater beauty and
     "I am emptiness, darkness, the void and the abyss--the places of
spirit where matter can not exist.  But you shall fill up my nights with
works as dazzling and bright as the stars.  Learn as me not to weep when
death and fate take away.   Renounce regret, sorrow, and loss. Every
ending, separation, farewell, and goodbye is a sacred rite in my eyes.  It
contains my blessing and my voice.  It is a gift reminding you of who you
are--that one day you will be without form or limitation.  The beauty of
the universe will shine in your hearts and omnipresence will be part of
everyone's art. 
    "If by your will and your might you call me to the physical world and
survive the annihilation of form, matter, and time I emanate, then that
very night you will discover that separation is banished forever.  I am
the gateway leading to cosmic wisdom,  a guardian of the worlds, and a
member of the community which serves the One Light." 
    Note:  all my work with these various spirits is on-going.  I have a
great deal more work to do with this particular Saturn spirit, but that
report is for another time. 

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